In the end I have to go. They can't find any replacement (Intan can't go) and the notice is too last minute. I won't be staying throughout the entire course (9 days) of the competition. I'll go home on Sunday. Gaah... I hate this. Maybe I can clear my mind in Puncak, though, the weather is much cleaner there and it has a cooler climate so I can probably think of it as a short holiday. I'll be staying in a safari hotel anyway...
I'm trying to look on the bright side of life, and convince myself that it's not so bad.
Okay. Must pack. Ciao.
(Gaah... can someone just punch me already... *sob *sob)